i just watched nezha. hahaha.THE LAST EPISODE!!!!! SO SAD LORH!!!! wats wrong with nezha, go and send lianhua away, and den, see? she die. wats your problem. eeyurh. and den lianhua become butterfly follow him to heaven, den dun wanna let him see her. wats her problem. hahahha. when nezha became the third prince of dunno wat, i CRY LIKE MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOO TOUCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaahhhhhhhhahahahhahahaha!!! hahaha. and the last part, yang jiang and his wife, wakao, so funny lorh. hahahha. sighh.. i miss nezha and lianhua. hahah. im sick. haha. anyway, ITS OK!!! THERE IS TIAN ZI XUN LONG TOMOLO!!!! also benny chan act one. hahahahha. HE ROCK LORH!!!! SOOOOO SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!
~jiaqi.
why must people always destroy my tiny moments of happiness?
is it fucking compulsory???
or they just have nothing better to do.
whole day ask me to study.
and that was literally, WHOLE DAY.
24/7. if i die one day.
i would say thanks to you all before i close my eyes forever.
sucker.
~jiaqi
perhaps it was my mistake,
to know him.
i shouldnt have. adding him to msn
is stupid.
telling him all that was dumb.
i wished i didnt do any of it.
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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~jiaqi
WOOHOO~!!!
i got MOMIJI AND KISA!!!! i was expecting shigure / ayame.
to quote shigure : ayame's self confidence is way above human limit. hahahha.
Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]
~JiaQi
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.
What's your element
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Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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I think the girl here is sooooooooooo chio! hahaha. *yes, i know. its a cartoon*
hahahha.
zhixin ask me to update den i update lorh...
hahah. wat the.. hehe. see? im sooooo nice.
anyway, just came back from violin lesson.
found out that the 8th disc of furuba got problem.
den no stock. so cannot exchange.
WAAAAHHH!!! and somemore the MOST MOST MOST
exciting part leh. wat the hell lorh.
eeyurh.
SAW CLAY AIKEN ON TV YESTERDAY!!!!!!!
HE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL!!!!
WOOHOO~!!! hahaha. solitare is so nice.
especially when it was clay aiken who sang it.
heh.
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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~JiaQi
just came back from bodyworld.
eeyurh.
hahahha. almost vomitted at the foetus.
ahhahah. was very EDUCATING.
when me and sheryl sat under a pillar.
hahah. like refugees. first time went out with her.
so funny lorh. hahahha. too bad yuxiu left early.
eeyurh. hahahah.
Soft and butter-mellow yellow roses
.:*:. What Color Rose Are You? .:*:. (for girls mostly)
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~JiaQi
sighh...
even though i tell everybody im ok.
im friggin not. hahah. trying to act tough here.
still blaming myself. what to do?
i saw him dying, and i didnt do a shit about it.
he died because of my neglect.
shit. i feel so lonely now.
parents in malaysia again.
~JiaQi
i dont wanna live anymore.
how could he die.
help was already on the way.
but he had to die.
why didnt dad call the doctor earlier?
why? he just blonked on the door.
and died. after vomitting a pool of blood.
and i didnt even get to touch him for the last time.
why?! how many more deaths must there be.
before Death himself is satisfied.
~JiaQi
sighh..
just came back from detention.
i had to open my damn mouth.
i could have just shut up.
but.. at least i told the truth.
sighh..
its for her to understand
that maybe things arent
as bad as they look. she'll
understand. one day...
I like people like you. You are like my friend,
Bethany. You are constantly happy and smiling.
If not, you are content. You just happen to be
JOY.
What feeling are you?
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~JiaQi
I mean...
everyone keeps asking me to forgive her.
im trying!!?? hahahha.
its just that, if i do,
and be happy and talk to her again,
this is sure to happen.
when i was in my worst,
she doubt me and said sorry.
now, when i lend a helping hand to my friend,
she doubt me again.
whats the point in saying sorry if you repeat the mistake?
last time,
i used to ponder... does she really treat me as a friend??
i sacriface soooooooooo much for her..
lose my sleep for her, think about her almost everyday,
and just because of a stupid reason,
she would just stop talking to me. wow. i dont think that she knows the true meaning of a friend.
there used to be a story that i always hear, about this boy who gets angry easily, and his dad told him that everytime he got angry, he has to take a nail and hammer it into a fence. soon after, he stopped losing his temper so easily, and his dad told him that with everyday that he did not get angry, he has to take out a nail. after all the nails were taken out, there were holes in the fence. thats what happens to my heart everytime she does something to hurt me. that hole is still there. she can never take back the number of "bitch" she called me. she can never take back the words that she used to scream at me.
jan and sophia: things happen in our clique that you dont know about. though i try to explain this to you all, but we just keep getting interupted. so yeahh.. here goes.. sometimes, some things happen too many times, until you cant forget it all. and these will end up as barriers when i talk to her. so yeahh, even if i forgive her, i wouldnt talk to her. she has done too much to hurt me. she always say that i do things to hurt her and i dont even know. she does the same thing to me.
~JiaQi
Arisa x Kyo
What fruits basket fanfiction pairing are you?
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im gonna change my whole
room into a JAPANESE ROOM!!!!
MUAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
my love for japan has finally returned...
hahahah.
anyway, just came back from ikea
with lydia and zhixin. hahaha. mad people.
Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.
Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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~JiaQi
you know something?
SHUT THAT HOLE OF YOURS!!!!!
we dun wanna hear your bullshit.
my hatred for you grows by LEAPS AND BOUNDS everyday.
i hate you sooooo much, i feel like killing you.
the person who doesnt know a shit about anything,
is you. and besides, you dont know what i said to
sherilyn. and i dont intend to explain it to you either.
you suck. hope you know that.
bahh.. by telling sherilyn not to listen to me,
ARENT YOU ADVISING HER ALSO??? and what,
you just told her not to let anyone's advice affect her.
bullshit. and you told gwen to wat?? not keep everything
inside her, or else no one would know whats happening.
hah. is that not what i told you on the phone? and you said
"if people dun wanna tell you, u also cannot force people" hah.
you contridict yourself. why are you "forcing" her to tell u all then?
and besides, if i have no right to tell sherilyn what i think, then, YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHTS TOO.
ASSHOLE.
~JiaQi
oh yeah.
and when u told me to move away,
i wanted to say "is the word 'dog' written on my forehead? must i listen to your orders?"
too bad i didnt. wanted to kill myself after that. B I T C H.