Saturday, May 29, 2004 .

hehe. watched shrek 2 with lydia, zhixin and grace. haha. so damn funny lorh the show. wakao, cant stand the donkey lorh, and shrek. i mean, he got become more handsome meh? i think he really looks better when he's an ogre lorh. haha. and I HATE THE FAIRY GODMOTHER!!!!! haha. just came back from the sheraton hotel. haha. spent a night there with zhixin, lijing, cindy and anchi. so funny lorh. last night, they went swimming, and i was the only one who stayed in the hotel room watching nhk and nip / tuck, and den falling asleep lorh. the bathroom was sooooo damn cool lorh, even better than the toilet i got in the horrible korea hotel. haha. and GOT NHK LORH!!!! so happy. =) and breakfast was great. potato chips and qoo, and den zx, lj and cindy tabao-ed food from downstairs for me and anchi. haha. and ytd night, had pizza. haha. grossed everybody out with the way i eat. =)

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 6:21 PM
------ Monday, May 24, 2004 .

haha.
i plucked up the courage to call her.
and guess what. she already knew.
and she doesnt like me the way i
like her. im not angry at her,
not her fault anyway.

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 10:14 PM
------ Saturday, May 22, 2004 .

omg. i really really think im going mad.
i told just about everyone about me and her.
even my mother.
she rocks lorh!!!!
so blur and innocent. so cute and smart...
should have went to school today.
den might see her there. she so enthu abt her cca anyway..
haha. -.-;; sighh...
I MISS OBS!!!! I MISS CONNEL!!!! I MISS GENE!!!!!
I MISS HER!!!!!!!!

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 5:36 PM
------ Friday, May 21, 2004 .

i really dont wanna be here.
everything back here seems so foreign...
i just want to go back.
i just want to see connel and gene again.
aaaahhhh. im going insane lorh.
miss obs like mad.
miss [her] like mad.
miss connel and gene like mad...
=(

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 4:37 PM
------ Thursday, May 13, 2004 .

the exams are over!!! haha.
finally. can go online.
dont have to stay up late like crazy just to study.
muahahahaha~!!!
sighh... waited for this day like since dunno when.
*and so the cookie crumbles, may lightning strike me if i ever care about you again.*
and i mean it.
haha. just made another vow in a week.
but seriously. i give up.
wo tou xiang. grace is right.
i think too much sometimes. trying to please everyone and myself included.
should just let things settle. and let things take its natural course. haha.
yup. =) im gonna get my bag tomolo... haha.
and the wisma atria mac counter guy told me "see you again!" HE WANTS TO SEE ME AGAIN!!
hahaha. =) so happy.

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 3:35 PM
------ Tuesday, May 11, 2004 .

its geography tomolo.
and obviously, i have been LAZING around. the whole day.
watching everwood, and moulmein high. at 6.30 there's that 70 show.
and at 7, there's my old time fav, sun wu kong.
great. haha. im gonna flunk all my papers. especially a maths.
i really tried k!!! but i guess i need to try harder the next time.
coz the day before, i didnt study at all. for a maths. and for lit,
like reading the notes while being half asleep.
yesterday, i watched the video clip i took of dawn, lydia, me and her.
before i went to holland. her hair was shorter then.
sigh. i really dont know what to do.
i just wished, sometimes, that i wasnt born this way.
that i could be somebody else. not as stupid as me. like underachiever.
look at my a maths. look at my chemistry. -.-;; there's this fear. like erm...
whenever i see her, i feel damn scared. god knows why, i know she wouldnt
eat me up. but i still get scared. maybe im scared of her reaction. everytime
i talk to her, her reaction would be like... cold. damn cold. as if she didnt
wanna talk to me anymore. i mean, who am i kidding? sheesh.
the day i became friends with her, i already told myself, that if anything happened to her,
i wanna be there for her. i havent broken that promise yet.

yucks. i sound like some missing her ex-boyfriend.
hahaha. im pathetic.
nevermind. back to him. again. as usual.
life is great. simply great. -.-;;

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 5:17 PM
------ Monday, May 10, 2004 .

i totally love my imac now.
realised that it could do alot of stuff that the bloody IBM in papa's room cant do.
No wonder jiajun wants an ibook.
hahaha. his retribution for laughing at me for getting an imac.
haha. =)
exams are way on my doorstep, and im still updating my blog.
sighh....
im still thinking about him. ok. lets face it.
he is not shuai. i hardly know his innermost character.
and i say i like him. THERE IS SOMETHING HONESTLY WRONG WITH ME!!
haha. well, back to mugging...

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 9:17 PM
------ Sunday, May 02, 2004 .

sharon came over on friday.
haha.
she is such a comical person.
cant stand her.
started mimicking grandma's voice.
haha. got reminded of our childhood.
watched infernal affairs.
1 and 2. SO DAMN SAD.
YAN DIED!!!!!! why must he die lorh.
aiyurh.. why cant ming die. hahahha.
sheesh. WHY MUST THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!!!!????

~JiaQi

aerin stoning again at 8:46 PM
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