Thursday, September 23, 2004 .

today was seriously a cool day.haha.
after school, helped sarah move her stuff to the foyer.
met her cool mum in the car. haha
den. waited for cherlynn cheong.
WENT TO KONG HOON'S HOUSE TODAY!!!!
whee-!! haha. with cherlynn and yukefongg.
damn was it fun. seriously. had a great time.
we were having a picnic in her house, which is damn spacious.
haha. and a great gossip session at her dining table.
when we were supposed to study? haha.
busy eating and eating. and seriously lorhh. konghoon's parents are so happening!!!
you know. they were playing gameboy???!!! seriously lorhh.
haha. and konghoon's dad was wearing a pair of adidas SHADES.
how cool. is that? seriously. haha. and yeahh lahhhh...
nice house. really really big. yukefongg played soccer in her dining room
with her brother. haha. who's called yue xin i think. I THINK.
and she owes me like. dunno how many medical checkups already?
haha. wheeee... =) even in the car when we were going to konghoon's hse,
we were already gossiping already. hahaha. funny lahhhh.
had many many laughs today. =)

.jiaqi.

ENGLISH FINAL IS TOMORROW. and seriously. who cares?

aerin stoning again at 9:39 PM
------ Tuesday, September 21, 2004 .

today was seriously crazy lahh. i reached school at around 10.05?
just before penny ang came in for add maths.
like. what the hell.
life's like. damn screwed lorhh.
exams are seriously coming. and i havent started mugging.
there are fucking mosquitoes EVERYWHERE. and they keep biting me.
and then i got these fucking scars on my legs. and they would always be there.
to fucking remind me on how many fucking times these fucking mosquitoes bite me.
theresa's going home tomorrow. and i wouldnt see her for the next couple of months.
maybe even an entire year. how fucking irritating can life get?

however.......
no matter how bleak things seem now....
haha. had a great time pulling yukEEfonGG to c1.
and forcing her to talk to eileen poh.
obviously. MISSION HAD FAILED BADLY.
-________________________- went to talk to yonghui. and sabrina. and ain.
and guess what. ALL OF THEM WERE DOING THEIR MATHS D WORK.
like what the fuck. im like. so fucking irritated now.
my brother is like. fucking lying on my bed now and like.
CRUMPLING ALL MY NOTES?!

.jiaqi.

life can get so fucked up sometimes.

aerin stoning again at 10:59 PM
------ Monday, September 20, 2004 .

life is but a dream. death that follows is eternal.




went to watch terminal today. nice show.
haha. ROMANTIC. and yet. sad lahh. in some way.
the italian guy / spanish guy. is. so. cute. haha.
and he is so shuai!!! =)
ohwellx. haha.
theresa's over here. whee!!!
going back on wednesday though.
havent started mugging. =(



seeing your smile for a second, is enough to last me a lifetime.

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 10:03 PM
------ Saturday, September 18, 2004 .

if one day.
you left my side
for another world.
my soul would follow you there.

illdoanythingtoprotectyou.
doanythingtomakesureyoustayalive.

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 11:35 PM
------ Thursday, September 16, 2004 .

I LOVE MY ARMY POSTER!!!!!!
haha. its right above my lamp. and its so chio!!!!
and chrislee* ADDED ME BACK!!!
im so happy. haha. finally understand why cherlynn's so darn happy.
whee- haha. called yonghui!!!! finally!!!!!
cherlynn was being stupid today again. haha.
cracking me up like CRAZY. haha.
no choir. -throws many many confetti-
went to library with lydia, zhixin and yiyuan. hoping to do cip. didnt do in the end.
[lydia, zx, yy: ayee. SORRY yah? couldnt do anything in the end. hope you guys didnt kena chinese fiction. -grinns-]
left at aroundddd... 5? ate pasta, cooked by... *drummroll*
CAMILLE LAI!!!!! haha my cute cute brother lahh.
haha. miss parents like mad... however, with them gone.
i feel a sense of belonging to my house. haha. which is good.
realised that final year exams are coming. DIE. havent started mugging.

.jiaqi..
mendingeverythingfromwhereitstopped.

aerin stoning again at 9:23 PM
------ Wednesday, September 15, 2004 .

tried to explain to cherlynn just now that it doesnt matter
that she told me before i told her abt what happened.
fact was that i broke my promise, went against my words
and my principles and morals. its like.
if i plan to murder somebody, and when i was about to take
out my knife and stab the person, he says that he doesnt wanna
live anymore, and den i kill him. the judge isnt going to let me
off just coz i did the guy a "favour" by killing him.
same thing.

if she's disappointed in me, im more disappointed and ashamed of myself.
thats why i called it off. i wanted to quit from that guilt game.
now that its over. i feel relieved. i dont have to live a lie anymore.
that doesnt cover up the fact that i did something wrong.
and im trying to make up for it.

[sarah : sorry. i disappointed you. i disappointed myself.]

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:31 PM
------ Tuesday, September 14, 2004 .

-__________________________-
havent blogged in ages. i think. haha.
ohwellx. been busy lately. like yeahhhh.
parents going to beijing soon. like later in the night.
SSSSSIIIIIIIIIIAAAAANNNN lahh. argh.
no one to take care of me when they're away.
theresa's here already. havent seen her AT ALL.
since she touched down in the morning.
-whines- arghhh. ohwellx.
okayy. recapp.. had cip on saturday.
SAW CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL.LEE!!!!! =]
cherlynn CLAIMS that he is her boyfriend.. -________- haha. took a picture with him.
HE'S GORGEOUS CAN!!!!!!!!!!!! =] simply gorgeous.
and he can sing. and sing. and he's a n.s man.
who wears the extremely man smartest 4.
what if he's a medic? -faints- haha.








everythingtooka360degreeturnthatnight.
wishedididntsayanything.
iwanttogobacktomyoldlife.
whereeverythingwasfine.
imstillpickingupthebrokenpiecesofeverything.
thebrokenpiecesofourfriendship.

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 6:12 PM
------ Saturday, September 11, 2004 .

havent blogged since monday. HAH. been going to je library like. almost everyday. and ended up. didnt study. AT ALL. haha. cherlynn was the only one who actually studied. haha. cool.. she has great self discipline lorhh. NOT LIKE ME. oh wellx. haha. guess what. paid 8.50 today to watch ADVERTISEMENTS and a bit of scenery. wow. haha. because i LIED. like. EVERYBODY, TAKE NOTE THAT ITS ALWAYS BETTER TO TELL THE TRUTH. haha. yes. it was God's way of punishing me for lying and not learning. haha. went ALL the way back to westmall to meet cherlynn and weisheng. haha. ohwellx. had dinner there. and bought sth for gorgor. =) -grinns- i know im a nice sister. whee!!! den.. went home at around like. 10 plus. yeahh. thanks yah? i really appreciated it. whee!!!

.jiaqi.

[cherlynn : it really doesnt matter. you need --- more than i do. definately more than i do. and yeah. dun worry so much you worry-wart. haha. -grinns- loveya no matter what!!! ]

aerin stoning again at 1:31 AM
------ Monday, September 06, 2004 .

WWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
came back from army open hse.
haha. guess whattt??? after tahaning all the arm-aching activities,
i couldnt get the badge. WHY. coz it started raining.
and i couldnt finish all 14 obstacles. WHY.
-_______________-"""
this is how mean God can get SOMETIMES. but ohwellx. maybe
something bad was gonna happen there. denn.. he didnt want me to get into trouble.
haha. anywayy. woke up at what?! 8.30 this morning? den lai(4) zhuang(2) until 8.45.
met yonghui and eileen at je interchange. haha. started off the day by telling them
ghost stories from the ARMY. whee! haha. great to see yonghui's shocked face.
yeahh. got onto the bus... squeezed together on 2 seats. haha. and
yonghui had to sit on EILEEN'S lap. haha. was DAMN fun lorhh.
went to use the rifles. m-16 and something else. forgot what alreadyy.
hehe. im a POTENTIAL SHOOTER. coz i got all 5 shots on the NAMELESS rifle,
and 4 shots for m-16. =) DAD WAS SO PROUD OF ME. whee!!!
went to do obstacles. at the monkey bar.. haha. eileen was prac. carrying me thru the entire thing.
3 guesses why. **hints : its has something to do with my height**
did flying fox too. which was DAMN boring. like please. NOT FUN AT ALL.
den ahhhh. went back to safti. andddddd... ate some stuff before going for army experience.
THE ARMY GUY WAS SMILING AT MEEE!!! =] but thats beside the pt. anywayyy.
had a great time asking those officers whether they saw any ghosts during camp. haha
I LOVE THE ARMY. left a message there on the board... haha. was practically
SHRIEKING every time i saw a medic. hahaha. realised that junyuan gorgor is a medic in the army.
was hoping like CRAZY that i would see him, and yongtai gorgor, and kelvin gorgor. haha.
but i didnt. i only sawww... guess who. LYNETTE'S BROTHER!!! haha. at the firing range there.
omgosh. it was sssooo freaky. i was standing down there listening to some guy's speech about
the rifle. and i was like. "heyy. that voice sounds familiar" and he looked up. i was like.
"omgosh. JONATHAN GORGOR!!" and he was like. staring at me for a couple of seconds before pointing at me
and saying. "you're jiaqi right?" haha. and i was like. "ermmm. yeahhh. senior." (thats what i call him) haha.
he looks SO MUCH MORE man-er now. haha. yeahh lahh. nice guy lahh.
took pics of the medic place. haha. omgosh. great time goggling at all the equipment.
and i was in the operating ROOM. or should i say. truck. haha.
watched some parade thingy. HALFWAY thru. haha. and saw kiku, sinhui (i think this is how her name is spelt)
and PAULA. this is the second time in a row that i saw her outside sch. ohwellx. haha.
and kiku was being MAD again. haha. started calling me what? "QI-ER" like what kinda name is that?!
hahahahhaa. crazy woman. haha. denn. eileen left earlier. and me and yonghui were like...
"what happened?" sighh. couldnt find her. so we left. BOTH BEING VERY SAD. coz i didnt get the badge
and she didnt watch the parade. walked her back home. before going back home myself.
GREAT DAY. I LOVE THE ARMY. AND THE MEDICS.

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 6:48 PM
------ Sunday, September 05, 2004 .

im trying so hard just to forget.
forget all the things she said,
all the things she did.

hah. army open house lasts till 6 september.
and we can go there and play!!! =)
so happy. like crazy...
still counting down till the day kenny comes back.
KENNY, IF YOU HAVE INTERNET ACCESS IN OPHIR
AND YOU GET TO SEE THIS,
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!
haha. i bet people who read this thinks that im attached to kenny or sth.
no. he is my BRUDDER. haha. my caring, loving, funny, lame and GUAI BRUDDER.
i hope the rest of his part is SAFE too.

.jiaqi.


aerin stoning again at 11:20 AM
------ Saturday, September 04, 2004 .

KENNY IS IN OPHIR!!!!!!!!!!
im already missing him like crazy.
and its only the FIRST NIGHT.
[kenny: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME BACK IN ONE PIECE. or i will have no one else to talk to already. hhaa.] besides cherlynn, sarah, yonghui. yeahh.. haha.
jiajun should come back in one piece too. at least, i REALLY HOPE AND PRAY THAT THEY DO.

im a real sucker for nice guys with clean accents and classic voices. a total sucker.

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 10:53 PM
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arghh. parents bought me clothes. AGAIN. im not being ingrateful or anything but.. the clothes look like they suit 6 year old girls who want to act mature. yeahh. thats right. 6 YEAR OLDs. seriously ahh.. and i dunno tell them HOW MANY TIMES to NOT buy clothes for me. i rather wear my limited amount of clothes than to put those on and take ONE step out of the house. pul-lease........... and my mum was like. "THEY ARE SO PLAIN ALREADY LORHH." i mean, there's BUTTERFLIES on it?! and another one is a stripped pair of shorts. -________-""""" like. i can only wear them if my waistline shrunk to 20 inches overnight. OBIANG cann. nevermind. shall make them happier by selling it to a second hand shop. at least can get some money back.

anywayy. ponned chinese today. SO HAPPY can. when people are busy listening to kwan say "wah piang" a hundred times in school, im busy SLEEPING at home. ahhh.. blisss... haha. =) went to the library with cherlynn, jurong library, where students arent allowed to do their homework there, and we have to cover our textbooks with a library book everytime the bloody SECURITY GUARD walks past. and there were NO SEATS. i think we should have counted ourselves lucky that we found a table, along with a very nice university undergrad. haha. and den, cherlynn's friend came. his way of greeting us was really ermm. interesting? haha. by suddenly appearing behind cherlynn and i. and freaked the both of us out. yeahh. studied and played soccer on a piece of paper for a real long time. haha. was fun lahh. besides the fact that cherlynn CANT STOP SAYING THAT SHE'S FAT AND UGLY. sheesh. likkee.. can somebody tell her she's real chio and cute and not fat at all?! honestly lorhh. if she is not chio, den i really honestly have no idea how to describe my hideous face. (besides hideous of course.) went to jp to eat at the kopitiam, which was NOT PACKED AT ALL. *sacarsm* haha. and in the end, the 3 of us were at different "stations" waiting for the people to finish eating. and guess what. they all finished eating at the same time!!! argghhh. talk about coincidental. oh wellx. and yes. we lost our seats almost at the same time.. -.-;; found another seat and realised that we have lost our appetites. haha. but still bought food anywayy. to quote weisheng "fear-factor style" haha.

walked around jp for a real long time and SAW ALOT OF ARMY GUYS. took the bus with cherlynn and weisheng. obviously i almost died laughing in the bus. haha. with cherlynn busy touching me. haha. to make me laugh. DIDNT GO TO THE ARMY OPEN HOUSE. WWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!???????

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 10:29 PM
------ Friday, September 03, 2004 .

WHEEEE!!!!
went to seoul garden to eat today.. haha. today was DAMN SLACK lorh. no a maths. had chem lessons in the avt. so shuang can. first time in my life that im ACTUALLY really contributing to the lesson. HAH. den, no cme. had one period of bio, which was spent singing at the back of the class. haha. anddd.. ms saifa was PISSED today. wow. first time see her scold us lorh. and she didnt really scold somemore. she was just PISSED. haha. wat crap am i talking about. she was like "if you guys want to sleep, go outside to sleep, or go to the sickbay." :/ oh wellx. shall not sleep during lit anymore. den, GAM DIDNT COME. can anyone believe it!? i bet she went home to slack today too. haha. and kwan bought us FISHBALLS. -.-;; when i saw the plastic bag FULL of fishballs on sticks, i shock diao k!! kia nang lorh. -tengg- -_-""
and there's CHINESE REMEDIAL LESSONS TOMORROW. 2 HOURS LORH!!! for 1 hour of kwan's lesson, and im already gonna die. noww.. got 2 hours!? on my BEAUTIFUL SATURDAY MORNING.

then, went to eat at seoul garden, to celebrate grace's BIRTHDAY. its actually on sunday. but oh wellx. haha. had great fun there lorh. sophia was so hungry that she ate two bowls of rice, and everybody was laughing at her. haha. cherlynn, sherilyn and jan went too!!! =) and we had two tables. haha. you can practically see the STARK contrast between the tables. lydia's table was so noisy and ours were like... so quiet. besides the occasional lame comments. haha. but it was still fun. haha. cherlynn was like a mother to us lorh. asking us to eat more vegetables. haha.
den leave early with LEE. omgosh. ate so much that i was totally BLOATED. haha.

currently playing a mozart piece. and im DAMN satisfied. coz today, i sounded surprisingly OKAY. haha. =)
oh its a happy dayy..

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 7:41 PM
------ Thursday, September 02, 2004 .

hah. so many free periods today. whee- hehe. anyway...
[gwen : heyy. cheer up okayy?! things would always be fine. its okay to live in denial for AWHILE. but remember to wake up and RE-enter reality. =) and if you got any problems, always remember there's always me to turn to. even though i cant crack you up with my EXTREMELY lame jokes, but at least, i can be your listening ear, your crying shoulder and i can alsooo.. guess whatt.. CRY WITH YOU! =)]
went to zx's house today. to make grace's present. heh. =) was fun lah. until all of us got tired. and LEE was practically dumping nail vanish on my poor sympathatic nails. haha. den, was looking through zx's photo album. realised that.. when i was in sec 2, my hair looked like some aunty. haha. andddd.. me and dawn CHIA took so many candid pics together!!! haha. really miss those days. haha. when me and dawn weree... CLOSER. hehe. -grinns- cried today when we passed ms chia's present to her. she's gonna leave. TIME FLIES SO FAST. SSSSTTTTOOOOPPPPP!!!!!! i miss 2s3. i miss 1s3. i miss all my ex-classmates. =( sec 1 and sec 2 life ROCKS. -sniffs- ms chia!!! WE LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!

.jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 9:35 PM
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