Friday, March 31, 2006 .

JUST FOR DARREN THE BARREN, I SHALL UPDATE.

i love my new class.
its CRAZY.
anthea's bringing carpets, im bringing cushions, sarah's bringing fridge.
soon, there will be air conditioning in our class. yay! t36's COOL. ((:

school's been really hectic this week. hate the bloody even week timetable.
goodness. i havent even been sleeping well AT ALL. sighhs.
so.. ive been sleeping in class! yay!
went for road relay today, its been really STUPID. i ran about half the distance,
and they cancelled the race. WHAT NONSENSE.
oh well. at least anthea will take my place when the next race comes about.
thats a good thing. cos i cant run longdistance for NUTS.
i think a tortoise can hold out its stamina longer than mine lah.
what nonsense. then went to find the student council thing.
TALKED TO JOSHUA! ((: he's SO CUTE. muahahha.
and got my ipod back. the BASTARD who took it should just choke on h1 physics and DIE.
after all, cjc is goooooooood.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 9:07 PM
------ Thursday, March 16, 2006 .

YESS. wonderkid is BACKK. im gonna pick up my life again! MUAHAHHAA. ive been real sick for the past few days. and yes. im not sick anymore. well, im feeling so much better now. MEL'S BACK FROM KL! yes. HUZZAH! i have somebody else to bug now. yay! she better not go overseas anymore. or else ill MURDER HER.

sounds of suffering still ringing in my ears. im sorry. its my fault isnt it? im so so sorry. sorry for being so insensitive. sorry for being such a horrid jerk. i wish i could help you. and i really wish i could do something bout this. im so sorry!

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 12:14 PM
------ Tuesday, March 14, 2006 .

im in cj. yes. EVERYBODY, IM IN CJ! sa has KINDLY rejected my bloody appeal. and YES. im still bloody sore about it. so STOP asking me if i got into sa or not. because i didnt. sighhs. in a ghastly mood now cos im plagued with a hundred and one illnesses, all at the same time. oh well. at least GOD has sent me a couple of angels today to save me. ((: especially zhiixn and lydia. they actually bothered to buy food for me! (: and of the others who actually bothered to care and be concerned, thanks! i love you guys.
had ig outing yesterday. it was the lousiest and most pathetic outing i have ever seen. seriously. i swear to myself im never ever going to organise an outing anymore. ANYMORE. unless its the TCALs or the GEETHREE clique. besides that, NEVERR!! and no. you cant force me. i felt so unwanted and leftout. i didnt even talk the whole day. and people who know me well, you know thats virtually impossible for jiaqi to not talk for more than five minutes. :\ date movie was absolutely HILARIOUS. really. its gross, disgusting, eew-ish, but STILL, its retardly amusing. i dont regret watching the movie at all. just regretting why i didnt leave the moment we finished our lunch. oh well. went to play pool with everybody. by that time, lester and clarissa left. it was like the REAL survivor. everybody leaving one after another. then, at the arcade, sandra left. THEN, reagan, boon and nicholas left. please bear in mind that there was only nine people present at the outing. it was HORRID. so in the end, i left ben and seonghoon at the arcade all by themselves while i went to join zhixin, lydia and lynette for five minutes. took a cab home. :\
JERILYN: THANKS FOR LISTENING! i really really appreciate that. and thanks for caring. i havent felt so wanted in the span of a week and 1 day. so... THANK YOU!! ((:
i hope mel is fine in kl. ((:

to XXX:
if you knew what i was going through, you would have reacted a different way.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 6:51 PM
------ Monday, March 13, 2006 .

so this is how it goes.
you and her.
and me alone.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:38 PM
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