Saturday, April 29, 2006 .

Yellowcard - "Two Weeks From Twenty"

Jimmy wasn't really popular
He had a couple of friends back home
And sooner or later they're all getting out so he had to join up alone
He was dreaming of the Ivy League since he was only three feet tall
And get the hell out of jersey and then he would never look back at all

And then your hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
They're gonna miss him he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame
From the man to blame

Jimmy never had a reason to stay
Cos all the factories shut down
All he had was a line for his name
So he could sign away his right to be proud
He tried to kiss her on the way out the door,
She just put her little hand on his face
I don't understand why you're leaving, she said
But I hope your gonna ask me to wait

And then your hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
His lady missed him, he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame
From the man to blame

Jimmy's mother went to Capitol Hill
So she could fill her heart up with joy
Maybe shake a few hands while she's there and tell them thank you sir for taking my boy.

And then your hear 'em say
That miles away
We lost another one that we sent with a gun
His mama missed him he was two weeks from twenty and there's still no shame
From the man to blame
No there's still no shame
And we're all to blame
We're all to blame
We're all to blame
We're all to blame
We're all to blame


decreation.
"and whoever comes to me I will never drive away." john6:37

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 2:22 PM
------ Wednesday, April 26, 2006 .

the word is GOAL.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 7:43 PM
------ Thursday, April 20, 2006 .

i think God doesnt want women to participate in sports.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 9:38 PM
------ Wednesday, April 19, 2006 .

feeling slightly upset now. cj hockey guys tied with tj guys. nil nil.
STILL. im proud of cj hockey guys. ((:
they really tried hard. so for that, I SALUTE YOU.
GOODGAME!!

"Broken Angel"

So small, yet still so proud
At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds
A high flyer's what I want to be
Seems they won't let me, says I'm too small
I don't feel small at all

Break my dreams, that's what they'll do
Well I'm going to run away and learn to fly like you
I'm going to go so high and swoop so low
You can't bring me down, going to be so proud

Little angel you got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight

Push and shove then climb aboard
This is the shuttle train to the top of the world
When you look around what do you see
These are all high flyers
But none of these high flyers look like me

What is that supposed to mean
What am I supposed to be

I pull my way up through this crowd
To find your body crushed on the ground
It's so obvious, why couldn't you see
That you can't go high flying without a pair of high-flyer wings

Little one's broken lying on the ground
Trying to get up 'till his last breath out
Wings are strune everywhere, there's blood all around
'Cause even angel's die, but that light just fades
It's so sad, but he'd be so proud

Broken angel you've got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Broken angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn you wings tonight
Get up and earn your wings, earn your wings tonight

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 7:03 PM
------ Sunday, April 16, 2006 .

heaven and earth may pass away, but my words will never pass away.

I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SAT THROUGH 3 HOURS OF MASS!!! arghh. easter virgil really requires LOADS of discipline. i bet stef was half asleep. nicole, lester and dominic were being so noisy, i half expected the annoying lady behind me to ask all of us to shut up. SHE SCOLDED ME FOR PLAYING GAMEBOY IN CHURCH! mass havent started. so i thought... OHWELL. i thought wrong i suppose. patrick thomas jiang a.k.a PAPA got baptised yesterday. ((: michelle mitchy too. SO GLAD FOR THEM! now everybody will pangseh me when its time to partake in holy communion. WHAT THE HEAVEN. fine. i was so annoyed yesterday, i was thinking of ponning next year's easter virgil.THEN I REALISED. ill be baptised next easter. OHWELL. God works in mysterious ways..

havent been training hockey. its been.. MORE THAN TWENTYFOUR HOURS SINCE I TOUCHED THE STICK. im suffering for hockey deficiency. ARGHH. A DIV IS COMING. im stressed. just had my first tuitioning session with dianne. i must say. IM NOT BAD FOR A TUITION TEACHER. haha. pleasantly surprised that i could do every question in the tys. ((: emaths SUCK. was raining heavily just now. and i used... CJC UNIFORM TO COVER MY HEAD. TO ALL CJ-CIANS. we've got our money worth when we bought our uniform for 20 per pair. ITS SO FRIGGIN' THICK, ITS WATER PROOF! it was ALMOST as good as a rain coat. im serious. i could hear the rain peltering the blouse.

CJC rocks.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 7:05 PM
------ Saturday, April 15, 2006 .

A DIV IS COMING!!
i seriously need to improve my game. urgently. im the world's suckiest hockey player there is. i screwed up my game AGAIN. all the time. the moment i step into the pitch, my body seems to take control. its NOT LISTENING TO ME! if in the unfortunate event that im substituting somebody else on the pitch, ILL SCREW UP THE ENTIRE GAME FOR EVERYBODY! im gonna put everything else aside. yes. from now on, its HOCKEY HOCKEY AND MORE HOCKEY. im gonna eat hockey, sleep hockey, drink hockey, shit hockey and pee hockey. YES. I WILL IMPROVE MY GAME. sighhs.

jimmy eat world is good..

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 2:39 PM
------ Tuesday, April 11, 2006 .

praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.

LENT IS OVER. i think.
school's been crappy. gp teacher is NONSENSE.
training is tiring me out.
did like NONSENSE for 2.4.
HOWEVER... throwing things at darren is funny too.
olivia left for canada. lucky her. while im stuck in horrid singapore.
ohwell. anthea's in my projectwork group. YAY!
ive got a creative person in my group! sarah is in my group too!
i can forsee many hilarious group work activities from now on.
hear something really heart wenching from nat today.
i honestly hope she's feeling alright. if not, IM HERE!!
though i doubt she'll see this.
missed crescent funfair. i think the girls in my class think im some eating machine.
been eating so much lately! :(
such randomness today. means only one thing...
JIAQI'S DYING OF FATIGUE!!

any minute im not with you
i hope i'll see you soon
there's just something that happens
when you walk into the room

and instantly i feel so complete
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
and you give me this feeling
it's like no other feeling
but it knocks me off my feet

please don't ask me what i like about you
cause it's every little thing you do
and that's just the way you make me feel

and i don't think
that there are any others out there like you
and i wont blink cause that would mean
i'd miss a second beside you

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:51 PM
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