Tuesday, May 30, 2006 .

i chose the wrong day to sleep in.
fuck. now darren's telling me how much they've learnt during the mass maths lecture.
SHIT. haha.
i cant believe i missed three whole hours of MATHS.
arghh! oh no.
im going to flunk my midyears.
right. nevermind.
i mean. which MORON actually does the same tutorial for 5 times, over a span of 3 days before
finally completing it!?
i feel absolutely like an imbecile.
i miss crescent!!!

zhixin = mandai zoo.
jiaqi = jurong bird park.
cynthia = hollywood jurassic park.

hahaha. met up with zhixin and cynthia today to get SOMEBODY'S PRESENT.
goodness. luckily i left earlier to go home and ATTEMPT to mug.
when they came back to my house, they look half dead.
carrying various purchases from carrefour and secret recipe!
sighhs. staring at that stupid cake makes me drool.
mao's definately a lucky girl.
watched bleach episode 77-80 already.
YIPEE! i hate the bounds. they seriously suck. arghh.
oh. watched x men 3 TWICE.
its a good show. i was crushed, devastated and upset all within the same scene.
yes. my idol died.

WARREN / ANGEL IS CUTE.
VERY VERY VERY CUTE.
but my ubin boyfriend is cuter.
:D -looks at zhixin.

went for class chalet after watching xmen 3 the first time with lyd and zhixin.
it was actually NOT BAD. i was expecting worse.
haha. it was quite an adventure between me, della, darren, yuanzu and anthea.
yes, i DID enjoy it in the end, sitting around chatting about nonsensical stuff like toilet bowls.
went back to the room only to have everybody playing cards. like WHATS NEW AROUND.
with people like triston, gambling's always top priority. hahaha.
went off to bathe, before having pillow and blanket fights with various people.
triston, naveen and darren realised that they couldnt sleep even though they
(quote: just fucking stay still and sleep lah!) and snuck out of the chalet leaving the door wide open.
geniuses. we realised that the door was wide open and i snapped it shut.
anthea, della, sam and alvin started spooking me out by talking NONSENSE at three in the morning.
i pity yuanzu, who was sleeping on the floor. haha.
finally fell asleep, woke up 7 hours later to find darling anthea gone.
played mahjong while searching the whole room for food.
took couple of pictures with della and sam before leaving for cine.
stupid cab fare was 18.10. THANK GOD for the kind cab driver who decided to charge me 5 dollars less.
yes. GOD BLESS YOU. because of him, i had enough money for a second round of devastating xmen with jk.
he came over after that for a while before leaving for dinner.
i think he's freaked out by my brother.

and YES. its 30 may now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST SPECIAL AND ONLY BALL OF FUR IVE EVER KNOWN!

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 12:07 AM
------ Friday, May 26, 2006 .

gp exam is OVER!!
yes. im screwed. honestly.
crap paper. sighhs.
on top of that, my blasted eye is swollen.
the next person who asks me if i watched porn the night before
will die by my hockey stick.
goodness.
went out with jun kwang after paper.
met up with zhixin as well.
HAD TWO DINNERS! ((:
yes. and i got nike socks! BLACK ONES!!

`jiaqi.

to dearest anthea:
CHEER UP!
baby is around for youu.

aerin stoning again at 11:55 PM
------ Wednesday, May 24, 2006 .

YAY. no school tomorrow. lala.
gp mid years on friday.
a tingling feeling tells me that.....
im going to screw it up.
BIG TIME.
training was slack today. in relative to odac's.
but.. not so very slack after all.
the lunges were.... TERRIBLE.
my legs were seriously shaking.
but after all.. for the sake of next year's a div, SIGHHS.
a lil' hard work counts. yes.
as a wise young man told me today,
its easier said than done.
and a wiser young girl told him today,
but STILL, it has to be done.
JARS were humongoously hilarious today.
especially sarah. a.k.a MINAH. she gave me something SICK today.
all in the name of jun kwang. YEAH RIGHT. i bet she did that to fufill her sickminded-ness.

i need to get this out of my chest.
YOU:
of all people, YOU should know me the best. OR SO I THOUGHT.
i support sajc as though it is my own school. LIKE HELLO.
why would i say something to insult my dream school? doh.
i was just stating facts.
hockey, as everything ELSE is about facts. its FACTUAL.
unless you tell me you play hockey in your dreams.
then of course, that would NOT be applicable.
even though some may argue that the having the dream itself is factual.
but thats out of the point. what you are saying is tantamount to saying that
an absolute rookie like me is able to play like a pro on the pitch overnight.
that is OBVIOUSLY impossible. if that was possible, im telling you,
training does not serve its purpose.
you seriously need to learn humility. yes. WE ALL KNOW YOU'RE GOOD.
PROFESSIONAL. FANTASTIC. BETTER THAN MY CAPTAIN. yes yes.
SO? there are still people out there better than you.
THESE PEOPLE SERVE AS MOTIVATION FOR YOU TO TRAIN HARDER TO BEAT THEM.
come on lah. if your theory works, dont go for training.
afterall, its how you perform on the pitch. right.
YET. i ALWAYS believe, that a percentage of how you perform on the pitch REFLECTS YOUR TRAINING.
if your theory works, just ask bensoh to cancel training.
dont need training for the rest of your life.
i mean. think about what makes a national, or in this case, combined school player better than a school team player?
if it doesnt make a difference, i dont see why you are so happy about others noticing your TALENT and scouting you.
IF it makes no difference, then nobody would have "getting into combined school team" at the top of their wish lists.
IF nordin didnt put you through all that shit for the past 4 years, you wouldnt be at where you stand.
why is a player who doesnt skip training BETTER than a player who skips training all the time on the pitch?
i FEEL that my beliefs serves its purpose in my life. you dont have to agree with them. but at least, dont insult them. dont talk to me like you're talking to an idiot. i know im stupid, but im not THAT idiotic and moronic. and if it makes you feel ANY better, i DID remember that it was your finals today. and i DID try to ask claire to cancel training today. and i DID comtemplate skipping training just for the finals. there. my efforts. you can either lap it all up, or just ignore.
and BTW. STOP mixing emotional issues with HOCKEY. what we DID does not have ANYTHING to do with hockey.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 11:51 PM
------ Wednesday, May 17, 2006 .

SAJC WON RJC HOCKEY GIRLS.
THIS SHOWS YOU ONLY ONE THING.
COMPLACENCY AND ARROGANCE GETS YOU NO WHERE.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 10:07 PM
------ Monday, May 15, 2006 .

GOOD NEWS.

SAJC HOCKEY GUYS THRASHED ACJC HOCKEY GUYS.
THREE-NIL. -screams!
they are seriously DARN good.
asking why im in cjc instead of sajc?
simple. im not good enough. HAHA.
anthea will kill me if she reads this.
DONT WORRY LAH. i love cjc as well.
just that we've been getting owned for ALMOST every sport.
sighhs. WE NEED TO CHANGE THINGS.
ohwell. YES. CJC HOCKEY GIRLS LOST. TO AJC.
even so...
I SALUTE JEAN! SHE'S MVP AND STAR PLAYER OF CJC HOCKEY GIRLS TEAM.
AND SINCE A DIV' IS OVER,
I SHALL LIKE TO THANK EVERY TEAM MATE OF MINE.
THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF THIS WONDERFUL JOURNEY.
J1s, look forward to next year's a div. WE ARE GOING TO OWN! (:
oh. and i would like to comment on those who go watch games.
cmon lah. if you want to go support your school, THEN CHEER LAH.
if you just sit there and watch, then might as well just wait till the next day
and ask for the score. SIGHHS. look at acjc. they brought flags and drums okay!
we dont even have the basic CHEER. no point bringing such stuff.

missed school today. all thanks to the game.
sighhs. kinda sad that a div is now over.
it only means... MUGGING TIME.
why. why!? mid years are coming.
im going to fail. big time. seriously.
im so behind school work! i cant do my tutorials, dont understand lecture.
what the hell is wrong with me!? haha. and then i go out with muggers like della and claire.
-gasps! sarah's a mugger too. im stressed!
i want more hockey!

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:12 PM
------ Tuesday, May 09, 2006 .

i miss crescent days.
where there was ALWAYS dianna tang to save me in maths d.
where things were so much easier.
where chemistry had mrs leow to aid us in.
FRUSTRATION!!

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:04 PM
------ Monday, May 08, 2006 .

THREE GOOD NEWS TODAY! ((:

(i) CJ RUGBY TOTALLY OWNED HC!!
59-5!!!
**or at least i think so.
(ii) I FINALLY FINISHED MY PI FINAL DRAFT!!!
(iii) t36 HAS A POTLUCK GATHERING ON THURSDAY!!
OUR FIRST CLASS OUTING!! ((:
haha. cant wait for it.
and this time, ill get natalie to take attendence.
ALL THOSE ABSENT MUST PRESENT MC!
or you'd be punished severely.

`jiaqi.

aerin stoning again at 8:05 PM
------ Wednesday, May 03, 2006 .

WE WON JJ!!
2-NIL.
gosh. i was SO HAPPY.
coach let me play for 3 mins.
thats really good. for a benchwarmer like me.
so im a happy girl today.
fernandez was fucked up today.
BUT.. still. nothing's gonna spoil my mood.
ANYWAY. thanks to t36 for brightening up my days. ((:

`jiaqi.

twisted

aerin stoning again at 7:41 PM
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