today reminds me of dom's tee shirt.
SLACKERS UNION.
muahaha.
yes yes i know. wrong time to be slacking.
at least no gp remedial today.
the only remedial i need is like maths and chem.
everything else is secondary.
anyway. got a couple of retarded pictures from aloy.
for more on the youth camp and how fun it was....
check out psalm91's blog. poooof. :D
`jiaqi.
IM BACK FROM RETREAT!!!!!!!
welcome back to civilisation.
i swear, i never loved my home so much before.
besides the time that i went to beijing during the holidays.
but thats past my point.
yes. retreat was horrid.
even so, i wish to thank annie for being such a good friend.
my pillar of support for 48 hours of pure torment.
the talks at the retreat give a whole new meaning to the word BOREDOM.
the lodging was good though.
facilities are humongously good. for a change.
i was expecting the kind of bunks that had peeling walls.
every 2 hours, there's either a meal, or tea break.
which consist of very filling stuff.
i have no idea why i had enough capacity in my stomach to eat every meal!
and a great big thank you for my roommates.
for tahaning my crankiness. especially in the morning.
and sorry to ian, for the constant teasing.
i aint no racist! :D i swear. haha.
tired to the max i am.
i miss dom, ckris and the fellows of psalm91.
bet you guys had great wacky fun being retarded at youth camp.
while i rot and stone in retreat. whine.
MY DARLINGS!
im already yours.
`jiaqi.
He stole my heart but he doesnt know it
He goes on but I'd never show it
He acts like it's all the same
Oh, what a shame
'Cause he doesn't know that he took my heart away.
And I, I could never tell him
That he was stellar
just like the stars above
Oh, won't he show me love
But he doesn't know that he took my heart away.
sweetest song written by my one and only talking buddy / brother. :D
p:s/ special request from the song writer. he wrote it for a FEMALE. yepp.
aint gay that one. :D hahaha!
i love you. ((:
`jiaqi.
i just met the cutest dudette in town.
presenting.....
belle. the cutest, sweetest, most adorable and amusing girl in the world.
who has a really cool school uniform. :D
and wacky fellows of psalm91.
my talking buddy / brother / retarded dude.
nalpon, dominic david.
and you MUST remember the COMMA. its important. aye? :D
aloy, the greek warrior.
`jiaqi.
i miss you.
my daisies have been mysteriously shortened.
i went for pe in uniform again.
surprisingly studied for geog test.
wrote hell alot for something that i dont really care about.
im shagged and tired to the max.
college life seems so long.
everybody's leaving for poly.
if JARCS's no longer at cj,
i have no idea what i go to school for.
and i cant exactly leave for poly too,
because daddy will execute me with the cable box.
and furthermore, i have no idea what course to take!
the box labelled "future" is empty.
frog fudge fish freak fart frisbee
all the f words i can think about to appease my Fury.
promos are coming!!!
timetable came and shocked the hell outta me.
its coming. its coming. its coming. ITS COMING.
though there is something that im glad about.
all the songs i sing in school gets stuck in suzyQ's head.
anthea always stays around with me and laugh AT me.
della came to school for dance and i saw her.
charis is just plain ahbeng. and she helped me with my chinese.
they are what i go to school for.
i miss you.
`jiaqi.
i had the most blessed birthday celebrations ever.
honestly, that feeling doesnt come easy.
and obviously... thanks to the following people,
i was humongously touched.
THANK YOU TO:
TCALs: ZHIXIN, MAOMAO, ANNIE, CYNTHIA AND MEL.
FOR ALL THE PRESENTS.
YOU HAVE GIVEN ME.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE EFFORT PUT INTO MAKING THIS
THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. ((:
I LOVE THE BOOOK!
MEL: FOR THE CAKE.
FOR THE PRESENTS.
I LOVE YOUUU BESTIE! ((:
ZHIXIN: SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET BUDDY.
FOR SIMPLY PUTTING THIS ALL TOGETHER. ((:
ANNIE: FOR BRING CAMERA. :D
and everything else lah. haha!
MAOMAO: FOR BEING SO SWEET AND FURRY. ((:
CYNTHIA: FOR BEING SO NICE, AND FOR MAKING ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF AT YOUR RETARDED LAUGHTER. :D
LYNETTE, GRACE, LYDIA AND ZHIXIN:
FOR THE PRESENTS, THE CRUMBLE THINGY, AND FOR BEING THERE FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! ((:
YUANZU: THE MILO BING. :D
PSALM91: for the beautiful awesome music every practice. ((:
one of the daisies died. :(
`jiaqi.
waaaaaaah.
best day of my life.
im blessed.
THANK YOU :
God. for giving me 17 years of life.
sometimes its abit screwed.
but then again. i grew. ((:
following people for their 12MN attempts:
ZHIXIN TEO.
CKRIS CHEAH.
NALPON DOM DAV.
ALOY.
not in any form of order:
jan, maomao, mel, annie, cynthia, zhixin, ckris, dom, aloy, mate, leanne, rose, cherlynn, gwen,
jeremy tan and jeremy ho, ben, della, lydia, grace, lynette, yuKEE,
yanqin, jingwen, keenan, deborah, claire and darren for YOUR BIRTHDAY MESSAGES.
i honestly appreciate your thoughts. ((:
weikwang, nigel and shawn for the cake and teacherday thingy.
haha. i dont seem like it, but i do appreciate it. ((:
ANNIE LO for your humongous hugs.
stitch kissed you! and i kissed you TWICE.
and missed. :D
CHERLYNN CHEONG for the flowers. they are in full bloom now!
JEREMY HO for my wonderful new pet, stitch. and to show you my appreciation,
i cant go anywhere without it. with the exception of the toilet. :D
CKRIS, JEREMY HO AND TAN, for going all the way from church to heeren
with me. hear me rant continuously from the bus trip all the way to nydc.
watch me go insane with fury. and listen to me again in cine.
you guys have great tolerance levels! ((: haha.
and thank you for making me feel like a princess.
ZHIXIN for your brownie, your sweetness, sms, and how nice you are to me.
I LOVE YOU GUYS JUMBO JET PLANE LOADS!!!
my new pet! ((:
cherlynn's flowers. ((:
im a blessed lil girl.
and yes. IM FINALLY 17!
OFFICIALLY 17!!
`jiaqi.
so much for troublesome planning on whose bed to use.
daddy didnt even wake me up to bug me off to school this morning.
yay! i have an understanding dad who understands how sick school is.
waaaaaah. not that i dont miss my classmates though.
:( i miss suzyQ. :\ and 1T36.
im shagged to the max. the more i snooze, the more im tired.
odd body. tomorrow is saturday.
meeting tcals soon.
im happy. ((: spent the whole morning snoozing, and watching tv.
while chatting with dom on the phone.
gosh. if anyone would check his phone's callist.......
hahaha. itd look like this.
"jiaqi.
jiaqi.
jiaqi.
mum.
jiaqi.
jiaqi.
jiaqi."
hahaha. oh well. at least we're buddies for life.
so im allowed to bug him every now and then.
argh. emo strikes again.
i should quit listening to sad songs.
im sad for nothing. darn these women mood swings.
off to carls jnr with daddy, then to church to find gorilla dom.
`jiaqi.
and because i know you guys are reading this.....
A HUGE BIG THANK YOU TO:
CKRIS!!!
DAV!!!
for going with me to walk arnd town.
AND peninsular plaza to shop for dunks.
and i know you guys hate shopping.
as much as i do.
so... I APPRECIATE IT DUDES!
maybe you guys will get free teh BING and milo BING.
yes ckris. BING. not PENG. :D
and i christened my dunks alr.
may i introduce to the world.
john, the dunks. ((:
let me hold you and keep you here with me.
`jiaqi.
yay! no training today. thank God.
i need to start mugging like mad! before i flunk promos.
and then, nigel can look at me as his potential classmate next year.
shucks. life has been good. no trouble at all. at least, not yet.
school has been okayy!
ANTHEA, AINT GONNA SEE EMO JIAQI IN A WHILE.
went for mass yesterday night.
i swear, Fr john paul looks like a friggin' jap actor.
sitting next to dav dom(sexy old man) and jer(dirty old man)
during mass is DISTRACTING.
first staring incident across the church.
then issues about international CHESS / CHEST.
i saw a small lil boy cute enough to take home.
awwwww. sexy old man, you know who im talking about.
hahaha. i cant wait for party at the piazza.
oldies galore, with psalm 91! ((:
sitting in front nowadays is annoying.
i cant see the board. though sam is good company.
especially during econs tutorial. :D
and, how could i forget the constant choir behind me?
triston, darren and yuanzu.
i wish school was all about cotton candy clouds
and sugar coated rainbows!
sadly. its not.
cjc is about teachers who are absolutely horrid,
sweat like animals.
and a horrid sacarstic moron for a principal.
ohwell. off to study! ((:
`jiaqi.
went to church for mass today.
called jer last minute to go with me.
sweet lah. haha. he actually said yes.
i cant believe you didnt even blink an eye.
perhaps im that insignificant to you.
but you arent to me.
attended legion with dav, lester and keenan.
im now called sister aerin.
haha. hilarious.
sat around to study like 2 pages of econs.
before leaving for tuition at 4.
obviously i was late.
reached there at 5.
my kid's improving! yay!
i need to start mugging.
promos are coming! -faints.
`jiaqi.
went to sentosa today!
and nope. i didnt get tanned at all.
darn.
was late, for about 15mins.
had everybody waiting for me.
and i got lost at harbourfront.
totally missed macs, and ann had to point it out to me.
me, annie and shuyi were seperated cruelly by pris.
had amazing race.
GREEN GROUP ALMOST WON.
we were first in finding the clues and all.
and then, we realised that everybody was running towards palawan beach.
so. me, being the nice one.
decided to run from siloso to palawan to get to the checkpoint.
while my teammates took the tram.
-.- obviously, they were last to come in.
me and annie walked to pris, before rushing the last 5metres.
it was a really cool day. watched them play soccer.
and the guys took off their shirts.
so it was a parade of naked torsos.
annie's soccer skills are on par with men!
im proud of her.
while me and shuyi camwhored in one corner.
bimbos. :D
at the last part, during this blindfolded walk in a line game,
i almost killed kenrick by bumping into him a thousand times.
squeezing his shoulders and all.
and silly pris had to freak me out even more.
ken and jerilyn were very amused by my constant screams and shrills.
went off to town after that to eat carls jnr
before leaving to meet daddy.
you came along just like a song,
and brightened my day.
who'd believe that it was part of a dream,
lightyears away.
come back please?
`jiaqi.
i always thought we were gonna be buddies for life.
but ever since this year started.
ever since she came into your life,
it feels like i have been second rated.
i used to know everything in your life,
and you knew everything in mine.
but what happened to us?
our friendship was supposed to be everlasting.
when i drop subtle hints that you're being distant.
you reply me with your rich sarcasm.
intelligent answers.
i dont need any of that.
it hurts me to see what we had.
and look at what we have now.
picturing the bleak future that our friendship has.
isnt it supposed to be true?
that true friends always stick?
i thought we were more than friends.
we were brothers. buddies.
maybe the 9 years we've known each other was just a lie.
perhaps im the only one who thought we were buddies.
i guess i honestly thought wrong.
i miss you. a whole lot.
`jiaqi.
this post is specially for my very very special friend.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU LYDIA HO!
old already ah dear.
hahaha. one more year and you can watch M18 movies already!
thank you for being sucha wonderful friend.
despite our differences, i think we've reached equilibria finally.
may our wonderful friendship last forever.
and that no matter what, you'll always be our dearest lydia.
I LOVE YOU
`jiaqi.
woohoooo!
cheers.
its the weekend.
lap it up folks.
finally. time to rest, play and study
without moronic tutors breathing down your neck.
t36, you know who im talking about.
that "black bitch". she disgusts me.
church was good.
i paid attention.
and i kept stepping on annie's toes.
accidentally.
went with jer to ikea.
damn it. that guy keeps abusing me.
off to slack and study.
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
'cause so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
'cause somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'cause I know
I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
`jiaqi.
just another ordinary evening.
sitting in front of travis,
staring into space.
i need to start picking my life up!
its all messy.
my room is infested with germs and bacteria.
i have no idea what to do with my life now.
every morning, i wake up feeling dazed and lost.
some jerk was actually appalled at this statement,
and said that the first thing i should do in the morning
is brush my teeth. (duh.)
when i start to clear up some room on my table
enough for me to mug,
ill be fine. i guess.
im off to pj tmr!
and nope, i aint gonna see gwen. :(
i hate how every single damn thing i see
reminds me of you.
p/s: im going to change the music in the background soon.
according to zhixin,
it blasts every time she visits my blog.
`jiaqi.
woohooooo!
just got these pictures from yewyew's album.
darn.
i wish we took more though.
i miss yewyew!
in fact, i just miss crescent 2002-2005 batch.
we were one crazy and insane group.
training was... okay.
surprisingly.
i found somebody to go with me to pj this friday!
and yes gwen.
ill forget about this whole issue about that jerk.
well. at least... ill try? :D
oh. and ive got a new name.
i was sick of david mispronouncing mitchell
into SOMETHING else all the time.
and since its not god-inspired.
i changed it to....
aerin.
i took about an hour to get this name.
and yes. its sticking. :D
pronounced as AIR-RIN.
not ah-rin.
not e-rin.
its aerin! (air-rin)
`jiaqi.
just spoke to gwen on the phone just now.
i honestly miss her so so much!
wished that i had gone to pj now.
at least she's arnd to take care of me.
and the most amazing thing.
i always thought she took bcme.
SHE DIDNT. ((:
she takes the same combination as me.
so if anything... we can be in the same class.
IF i transfer lah.
if.
i moved back from the front to the back again.
haha. secretly.
spoke to suzyQ and anthea.
sat next to della during maths lect.
sighh. JARS just make my day. ((:
i hope christian doesnt have to leave.
it'd be so weird. like in the middle of the year.
suddenly just get out of school like that.
hmmm. shit happens. :(
`jiaqi.